Valentines

Yesterday was Thursday 14th Feb', AKA Valentines day. I travelled an hour and a half via two separate trains to see Mr X. I had a most fabulous time with him. All the evening really consisted of was meeting his friends, chilling in a room for 6 hours and smoking several joints. At about 2am we decided to call it a night, and Mr X and I went into his room. We watched some dvds and listened to some music whilst making out - a lot. I'm so into this guy it's untrue. His body is incredible and everything about him just makes my heart flutter. He's coming home tomorrow, probably going to stop over at mine, stick around on Sunday and then come to Reel Big Fish in the evening with me. If all goes according to plan it should work out nicely. I'm anxious about his friend who hates me, I don't want her to jeopardize this relationship. I'm so weary of her, I hate feeling this intimidated. But once more is that she has now joined alliances with another girl, who for no real reason hates me, thus making a nice little double act. (Who are they trying to be, me and Eleanor?!) 

Eugh, my plan is to just keep my head down and keep out of their way. I don't want a fight, I don't want any conflict. I just want to be away from them, far away. Too bad one of them just lives up the road eh? What I don't quite understand is why they're sticking around in Macclesfield. I mean, c'mon really. Now they're older, why wouldn't they want to leave? Macclesfield's a pile of crap! Ha. I can't wait to go to uni, I really can't. I just want to leave this town and everyone who has an issue with me behind. Not too long now. 

So yeah, my main annoyance right now is X's friends and that they happen to hate me. What I don't fully understand is why and how they could possibly hate me when I haven't spoken to either of them in over a year. iuhjwiorjhpiwrjneljojgo;wjg 

It's just annoying. I hope the whole thing will blow over but will it really? Because if it hasn't blown over already, what's saying that it will in the future? They're not the kind of people who are willing to be civil either. Like, I don't exactly want to be friends with them, but at least just civil enough to not be nasty about one another. What are we, four years old? It's pathetic really when you think about it. 

Balls to it. I'm gonna stop typing now because it's getting me nowhere and only more frustrated. I hope everything works out with X, I really do. Because I'm not even kidding when I say that I am really falling for him. He's wonderful. 

Hmmm... What will become of this eh?

I wish I knew.