Friday the 8th. Finally, it is half term. I say finally as if this term has gone on for too long but it hasn't actually been too bad. Christmas feels like yesterday. I have a really bad headache and I'm absolutely knackered. I'm listening to New Found Glory and that made me think of Andy. I need to see him soon. The amount of work I've got to get on with this holiday is ridiculous. And despite the fact that I said I would get on with some tonight, I can't see that happening, as my head is killing me. I'm going to the cinema tonight as well. Picking El up at 6ish then meeting Katy in Stockport. 

Jyl's going skiing this half term for the whole week so I'm not going to see much of her, if any at all. That's a shame as we get on really well at the moment. However, I guess in some sense it is a good thing as I really need to get on with art, theatre and english lit. Woo-hoo. Gold Lion's gonna tell me where the light is. 

I'm rambling. Because I feel ill and apathetic and can't be bothered being positive right now. I may or may not be seeing Mr X tomorrow, dependent on whether he comes back to Macc or not. It would be nice to see him, I miss him even though it was only Wednesday when I last saw him. Is that a good thing?

I'm going to Leicester at some point, Wednesday I think. That'll be good, I might end up stopping over at Sam's. It'd be cool if I did, and nice to see how his life works up there, but if i did stay I probably wouldn't do any work on Thursday, and as we have established - I can't really afford to waste time right now. 

Thursday... Hmm. Thursday is Valentines Day. Now, what are my plans for that? I would find it absolutely adorable if I spent it with X, but I can't see that happening somehow due to his busy schedule. I need to see Andy at some point too, like I said. But, would it be weird if I saw him on Thursday? I hate this complication. It would also be adorable to see him then, but, I don't know. Part of me thinks it's just not worth the complication. 

Reel Big Fish is a week on Sunday. Damn that's come around fast. Everyone is going to be at that gig, I think it's been sold out by the whole of my friend foundation and +1's. Should be good though, I'll see Andy then if not earlier in the week. I'll see the ex too. Which, will be nice I guess. I haven't seen him since we broke up and we've left the situation on friendly terms, so I suppose to some extent it will be good to see an "old friend" again. 

My room is absolutely freezing. Although having said that, the whole house is freezing. I am aware that it is February but it really needs to start getting warmer now. Roll on spring AND ROLL ON SUMMER. Oh my goodness I cannot wait 'til May/June. Everything (once exams are over) shall start to pick up then. Weather, places to go, people to see, things to do. Summer changes everything. Suddenly the feeling of freedom is released and ooooooh Leeds Festival! Fabulous, absolutely fabulous. 

That's something to look forward to then. Not that I wasn't already...