You're so cool.

It's official, I have fallen. 

My absolutely beautiful boyfriend told me the other morning, after waking up in his bed, that he loves me. I couldn't believe it. I think what I found hard to believe was his timing. The whole week before hand I was asking myself whether I loved him, without knowing how he felt. When he said it, it just confirmed it for me. I am in love with him.

I'm smiling so much as I'm writing this. He means the absolute world to me. I could say so many cliches but nothing can describe how amazing I feel right now. We're both big Quentin Taranteno fans and in the first few weeks of us being together I made him watch my favorite film, True Romance. He knows how much I love it. I've got Alabama Worley's screen name on MSN and the introductory speech on facebook. Anyway, when I - in passing - just happened to say to him, "that's the way it goes", he replied, "but don't forget, it goes the other way too." I went weak. The fact that he recognised that one line, and knew what to say made my heart flutter. 

As I have previously written in this spell of mind vomit, New Slang is my favorite song - ever. Of course, I couldn't be in a relationship without sharing my love for it. He loves it too, which is just an awesome revelation. He's an absolute musical genius, always writing songs and singing. Anyway, I went over one night and he had learnt it. I don't think of him as romantic, but that was one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me. Seriously. What an absolutely dear thing to do. 

His lips are so soft and warm. We always joke about how cold my hands are, when I'm with him I feel so cosy and safe. He's way taller than me, but not too tall. His figure his just perfect and I adore his arms. Everything about him is just wow. 

I thought I was in love once, but I was so young - not that I'm not now - but I am much more aware of how strong feelings can be. I have never, ever, felt this strong about someone before. It's incredible because it's not even been 2 months yet. It's so so cheesey, because I can fully understand why it's called 'falling' in love. I feel like I'm falling and I can't stop myself. I can no longer control my emotions. It's scary, because I've never let myself feel this vulnerable before. The wall is down. But I trust him. I love him.